My husband, your step daddy, was recently in the hospital with a severe case of pneumonia. I watched as he struggled to breath and couldn't help but think of you and what you went through. It breaks my heart. I broke down quite a few times in the last month... I know I couldn't have done anything different for you... but I can't help but wonder... I hate pneumonia and that it took you away from me! Even all these years later, the pain of losing you is still so raw at times. :(