hey hun, just wanted to let you know I was thinking of you, I now know what you have gone through for so many years every christmas. I too will always have thoughts of the lost one I have spent too few time with, and I cried when I read your journal and Kassidy's Lifestory. Im so sorry for your loss, She is watching over you now, and for her, its but a moment until she and you are reunited! I love you always, Tamara